Channeling evening where I was given a message by Djwhal Khul on 24th June.
So I had by now, had been doing a lot of what my friends call weird spiritual stuff. From past life regression, ascension workshops, started seeing things, feeling things and learning about all things metaphysical. I noticed also that I started drifting away from my 'muggle' friends. (A term used in the Harry Potter books - not that I don't think that my friends are not magical, they just don't see it yet!)
I tried to explain what I had been up to with a few friends, but felt like I ended up with egg on my face. The first time I heard myself trying to explain what I had learnt and thought 'uh-oh' you sound like a nut. I had failed to explain it all and felt a bit stupid and hurt. It was at a particular dinner with a couple of old work collegues. One of them in particular is super intelligent and I had been explaining about Reiki and how wonderful it has been and that I had felt great. Then he asked the question...how does it work? Which I failed miserably as I mumbled something about quantum physics as I knew he liked to know the 'mechanics'. But then got challenged by him as his brain works differently to mine and can articulate things quicker than I can say 'Deepak Chopra' then he went on to say 'I can understand how you might like to believe in all that' ...which translates as 'Oh dear, you're going through that phase of grasping onto and believing in all that bullshit...but if it makes you feel better, you do what you gotta do and will come back to normality soon. Just don't go down that creationist road right?'
Well that was it, I felt like was stuck. I was going through this major transformation of changing my belief system and all I felt like doing was hiding from the world. My new belief system was being challenged I was finding it difficult to hang out with my 'muggle' friends as I felt like I had to 'get my facts right' so then I could stand my ground.
Anywho, I went along to another channeling evening so I can hang out with my spiritual friends. This workshop was held by Paul McCarthy which is well attended. He channels through messages from Angels, Ascended Masters and beings from other Star Systems which is absolutely awesome! There were about 30 people I think in that session and Paul did say he is able to give messages to people but not enough time for everyone but will pick whoever he is drawn to. So everyone was asked to prepare a question...
Question, question, think of a question. I can't think of a question, all I can think of was that dinner with my 'muggle' friends....
'Lily! You have a question?' Paul says and everyone is looking at me.
'Whah? Er, do I? No I don't actually. Sorry.' I reply sheepishly
'Anyway let's see what messages Djwahl Khul has is for you' Paul proceeds..
Well the message for me was about relationships changing with others!! How my relationships have changed and that this conflict does not resonate with me. I am observing and questioning the relationships I have with other people and feel like I need to move away from old friends. I will find the balance soon (thank goodness!) I might feel like this for 6 months maybe 2 years. But I am to open my heart to unconditional love. Apparently I am beginning to see others pain/causes of their hurt more easily. I have grown immensely in a short space of time and I am healing in all senses of the word. I have to let go of my internal blocks and let go of my ego.
Wowsers. Cool.
[28/12/10] I can safely say that I feel like I have found that balance and letting go of that ego! It does not have to be as clear cut between the 2 sides as I previously thought. But to integrate where I can. I felt like I had to be some spiritual leader and 'know it all' before I was ready to tell people all the wonderful things I have learnt. I think my friends are glad I'm back as it were. I don't feel like I need to preach, but I am there to guide and support them in the best way I know how. If they ask about the magical stuff, then I am happy to talk about it. I don't feel like I need to be the know it all anymore. Just a little of what I have learnt I know now goes a long way. I know who I am now! Yay!
Friday, 25 June 2010
Wednesday, 23 June 2010
Who's Bob? Summer Solstice
Wowzers!!
Okay I am cheating a little and back dating this post because I can!
This is after my first trip to Avebury for summer solstice. This is I think my first major energy shift and boy did I feel like I was all over the place. I had been feeling dizzy and spacey for a few weeks and have not been seeing anyone much. I felt more and more sick as we were getting closer to Avebury. I was driving and probably should not have. At one point I actually clipped the wing mirror - oops! Sorry dad!
There were a few of us that went along and it was an awesome day and the people in our group were lovely and I made some fab new friends. It was boiling hot that day and I was so wearing too many layers. But I was having a generally weird day anyway.
There were some crazy energies there and we found a suitable spot and we did some meditation to welcome in the new energies. Some of us went to try and feel the ley lines and found one. I walked across the ley line and was literally spun round on the spot. I wasn't feeling with it at all.
We joined a larger group later on at the main time (I can't remember when) and that was awesome. We joined hands each with a little Shiva Lingam stone in hand forming a large circle. I could feel the lovely energies swirling round the circle and a stillness and feeling of love and peace. Sounds a bit hippy, we all looked a bit hippy. Well actually our group look quite normal. But there were others who were well, getting well into it :-) - but anywho, it didn't matter, we are all one.
I definitely felt the presence of Jeshua and Mary M - double awesome!! (nope 'muggle' friends I have not turned into a religious nut). Will hopefully be able to explain in another posting.
Right, after all that we went to get some much needed lunch to ground ourselves. I certainly needed it. Nom nom. Thank goodness someone had raw ginger with them as well as that seemed to zap me back to my own body for about and hour or so.
Then off we go to go crop circle hunting! What??! Yeah I know!....Well I've always want to see what it was all about. So to cut a long story short we saw 2 crop circles with the help of the people at the Silent Circle Cafe
One that was about a day or two old and the other....freshly made the night before apparently!! I felt so sick when walking towards the first one. But yeah I had been feeling sick all day. But once we got into the middle, I was fine! All peace, still, calm - I stopped feeling sick!! Whoo hoo - let's stay here! Here are a couple of pics.
The second one took awhile to find - but it was awesome when we did. The farmer did not like people going into the middle of it which was fine - so we climbed up slope and saw it from there! Here it is!
After staring for awhile and taking in this peaceful loving energy - we noticed the group of trees nearby were in a shape of a heart :-) I had my zoom lens on - so could not capture it all. But someone did and it made the Daily Mail
"Okay okay, who's Bob?" you are asking...well....after a very loooong awesome, high energy, body frequency changing day, I spent the next day reviewing my 300+ photos. I do my usual filtering out of the rubbish ones and picking ones for posting on Facebook and posting arty ones onto Flickr. As I try and scratch off a piece of what I thought were dried bits of noodle soup off my screen, I realised it was not my screen but in my pictures.
Then I thought it was maybe a speck of dust on my lens and so looked at all my photos to see if they were in the same position. But they we not! Then I realised some of the were Orbs and some of them well yeah okay - UFOs!! whoo hoo! I was so excited!
They are not fantastically clear as you would like them to be, but the photo that made my mind up were the first 2 shots shown below. I had remembered thinking 'I didn't have my camera on Sport mode' - why did my finger trigger off 2 shots in such a quick time??! (I didn't realise I could do that!) This happened a few times during the day but never thought anything of it. You might have to click on the photos to see more clearly (right click on photo and open up in new tab is probably best). But yes I tagged these sightings as Bob in my facebook pictures so I would not spook my 'muggle' friends. So that's who Bob is.
There are many more photos like this. I feel blessed to have been able to capture them on my camera.
Thanks very muchy! Hope to capture more on camera soon!
Okay I am cheating a little and back dating this post because I can!
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| The posse! |
There were a few of us that went along and it was an awesome day and the people in our group were lovely and I made some fab new friends. It was boiling hot that day and I was so wearing too many layers. But I was having a generally weird day anyway.
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| A massive Shiva Lingam in the middle of the circle |
We joined a larger group later on at the main time (I can't remember when) and that was awesome. We joined hands each with a little Shiva Lingam stone in hand forming a large circle. I could feel the lovely energies swirling round the circle and a stillness and feeling of love and peace. Sounds a bit hippy, we all looked a bit hippy. Well actually our group look quite normal. But there were others who were well, getting well into it :-) - but anywho, it didn't matter, we are all one.
I definitely felt the presence of Jeshua and Mary M - double awesome!! (nope 'muggle' friends I have not turned into a religious nut). Will hopefully be able to explain in another posting.
Right, after all that we went to get some much needed lunch to ground ourselves. I certainly needed it. Nom nom. Thank goodness someone had raw ginger with them as well as that seemed to zap me back to my own body for about and hour or so.
Then off we go to go crop circle hunting! What??! Yeah I know!....Well I've always want to see what it was all about. So to cut a long story short we saw 2 crop circles with the help of the people at the Silent Circle Cafe
One that was about a day or two old and the other....freshly made the night before apparently!! I felt so sick when walking towards the first one. But yeah I had been feeling sick all day. But once we got into the middle, I was fine! All peace, still, calm - I stopped feeling sick!! Whoo hoo - let's stay here! Here are a couple of pics.
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| The group on route to the first crop circle |
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| Hazel, Francesca and Paul at the centre of the Circle |
The second one took awhile to find - but it was awesome when we did. The farmer did not like people going into the middle of it which was fine - so we climbed up slope and saw it from there! Here it is!
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| Oare Hill, Near Oare. Wiltshire |
After staring for awhile and taking in this peaceful loving energy - we noticed the group of trees nearby were in a shape of a heart :-) I had my zoom lens on - so could not capture it all. But someone did and it made the Daily Mail
"Okay okay, who's Bob?" you are asking...well....after a very loooong awesome, high energy, body frequency changing day, I spent the next day reviewing my 300+ photos. I do my usual filtering out of the rubbish ones and picking ones for posting on Facebook and posting arty ones onto Flickr. As I try and scratch off a piece of what I thought were dried bits of noodle soup off my screen, I realised it was not my screen but in my pictures.
Then I thought it was maybe a speck of dust on my lens and so looked at all my photos to see if they were in the same position. But they we not! Then I realised some of the were Orbs and some of them well yeah okay - UFOs!! whoo hoo! I was so excited!
They are not fantastically clear as you would like them to be, but the photo that made my mind up were the first 2 shots shown below. I had remembered thinking 'I didn't have my camera on Sport mode' - why did my finger trigger off 2 shots in such a quick time??! (I didn't realise I could do that!) This happened a few times during the day but never thought anything of it. You might have to click on the photos to see more clearly (right click on photo and open up in new tab is probably best). But yes I tagged these sightings as Bob in my facebook pictures so I would not spook my 'muggle' friends. So that's who Bob is.
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| shot 1 - look out for the dot in the top right of the sky |
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| shot 2 - notice how far it moved in only just half a step the person made in the foreground!
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| Orb about Francesca's head |
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| Look at the blob top left-ish in the sky |
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| again - nothing to see here |
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| woh - where did those dots come from? |
There are many more photos like this. I feel blessed to have been able to capture them on my camera.
Thanks very muchy! Hope to capture more on camera soon!
Sunday, 20 June 2010
In a Past Life (part 2): The Visitors!
So I went for another regression session as I felt I needed to deal with some fears and confidence issues I had and this time, my session also included some unexpected visitors!!
I didn't need to go back into a past life, it was actually earlier on in my childhood that I went back to. After I had dealt with my 'stuff', the practitioner then went on to say...ooh I think I few others want to come forward...
We felt the energy of the room change, and my left arm was well, the only way to describe it was that it had a mind of it's own. It felt like it was being pulled upwards...I was still lying down on the couch, and my arm was raised above my head. Then I grabbed onto my hair and pulled it upwards from my crown chakra and then went onto say...'Open, open open open!...' (Them speaking through me?) I was like 'what? what are you doing?'
So the practitioner tried to ask questions to find out who they were...(there seemed to be more than 1 being in the room) but they were being a bit aloof and only said 'downloading information to Lily' They seemed like a mischievous bunch of beings and this was all quite surreal as you can imagine. So we tried to get more info of which I was then shown a picture of an Aztec type maze, almost like a birds eye view of a pyrymid (I'm trying to find a picture...)
Then they went on to say....'Landing! Lily takes picture of me landing!' Then the others said 'shhh, don't tell them!' 'When?' we ask...'2012!'
They pulled my hair again saying...'Get higher, higher - come on hurry up!!'
Then they left! Wow. What the?!! Who were they then!!? Haha - how cool!
Other images that were shown to be during my session were of the pyramids but with a channel or path connecting to it. A bit like below.
Also the black onyx dog which I later find out is 'Abubis', but with a rainbow coloured necklace.
Still trying to digest what happened and what the significance is, but regardless I had another awesome session that was for sure!!
I didn't need to go back into a past life, it was actually earlier on in my childhood that I went back to. After I had dealt with my 'stuff', the practitioner then went on to say...ooh I think I few others want to come forward...
We felt the energy of the room change, and my left arm was well, the only way to describe it was that it had a mind of it's own. It felt like it was being pulled upwards...I was still lying down on the couch, and my arm was raised above my head. Then I grabbed onto my hair and pulled it upwards from my crown chakra and then went onto say...'Open, open open open!...' (Them speaking through me?) I was like 'what? what are you doing?'
So the practitioner tried to ask questions to find out who they were...(there seemed to be more than 1 being in the room) but they were being a bit aloof and only said 'downloading information to Lily' They seemed like a mischievous bunch of beings and this was all quite surreal as you can imagine. So we tried to get more info of which I was then shown a picture of an Aztec type maze, almost like a birds eye view of a pyrymid (I'm trying to find a picture...)
Then they went on to say....'Landing! Lily takes picture of me landing!' Then the others said 'shhh, don't tell them!' 'When?' we ask...'2012!'
They pulled my hair again saying...'Get higher, higher - come on hurry up!!'
Then they left! Wow. What the?!! Who were they then!!? Haha - how cool!
Other images that were shown to be during my session were of the pyramids but with a channel or path connecting to it. A bit like below.
Also the black onyx dog which I later find out is 'Abubis', but with a rainbow coloured necklace.
Still trying to digest what happened and what the significance is, but regardless I had another awesome session that was for sure!!
Friday, 18 June 2010
The 2012 Enigma: Video
Better explained than I ever could! Especially the last 10 minutes - whoo hooo!
http://divinecosmos.com/index.php/videos/41-2012-enigma/374-the-2012-enigma-free-full-length-documentary-film#AVPlayerID_d170d77e
Enjoy!
http://divinecosmos.com/index.php/videos/41-2012-enigma/374-the-2012-enigma-free-full-length-documentary-film#AVPlayerID_d170d77e
Enjoy!
Sunday, 6 June 2010
Jesus and Mary - Really???!
Yup...for real!
Er...it's not what you think, I haven't gone all 'religious' whatever that means these days. I'm actually not sure how to explain the true story of Jesus and Mary but it all made perfect sense after reading 'The Power of Magdalene'. There is a lot that we have been mis-fed and a lot that has been filtered down or hidden from us in the world we live in today. But that all seems to be changing, and this change has been happening for quite some time now...many are now experiencing an 'awakening'
I do not feel I need to explain their story in this post, I just wanted to share that this book for me, was the key moment of realisation of what was happening in our world and what 'ascension' really meant for me and for everybody else on this planet, and the planet itself!
I have come to realise that different forms of media and their messages will resonate more than others for individuals...e.g. workshops, seminars, YouTube videos, talking with friends, reading books etc...all will have different impacts depending on each persons preference. The book I read might not be your cup of tea but for me I could not put the book down, and I'm not that patient with reading books, so that must say something!
I guess the only thing I feel like doing for this post is jotting down some key words from the book....
Christ Consciousness Grid
The Essenes
Mary Magdalene
Sacred sites
Key activation sites
Female desciples
Egyptian mystery school
healing
new children
crystal, indigo and rainbow children
bringers of a new age
Jeshua
Er...it's not what you think, I haven't gone all 'religious' whatever that means these days. I'm actually not sure how to explain the true story of Jesus and Mary but it all made perfect sense after reading 'The Power of Magdalene'. There is a lot that we have been mis-fed and a lot that has been filtered down or hidden from us in the world we live in today. But that all seems to be changing, and this change has been happening for quite some time now...many are now experiencing an 'awakening'
I do not feel I need to explain their story in this post, I just wanted to share that this book for me, was the key moment of realisation of what was happening in our world and what 'ascension' really meant for me and for everybody else on this planet, and the planet itself!
I have come to realise that different forms of media and their messages will resonate more than others for individuals...e.g. workshops, seminars, YouTube videos, talking with friends, reading books etc...all will have different impacts depending on each persons preference. The book I read might not be your cup of tea but for me I could not put the book down, and I'm not that patient with reading books, so that must say something!
I guess the only thing I feel like doing for this post is jotting down some key words from the book....
Christ Consciousness Grid
The Essenes
Mary Magdalene
Sacred sites
Key activation sites
Female desciples
Egyptian mystery school
healing
new children
crystal, indigo and rainbow children
bringers of a new age
Jeshua
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