Thank you x
Still in hiding....
Thursday, 23 December 2010
Heart Warming
Just a short one, but I have been shown a heart shape in some form 3 days in a row
Thank you x
Thank you x
Crystal Light Bed Therapy
So I booked this session as my birthday treat and how I heard about it was through a few a series of synchronistic events. I actually had the session on the day before my birthday and Alice (the therapist) mentioned that it was probably meant to happen this way so I could settle into the energies on my actual birthday.
What is Crystal Light Bed Therapy? Well probably better explained on the website itself here. But essentially involves balancing your chakras and the session included:
- a pre-consultation bit (where we talk about how I am and what I do and what I want to work on etc)
- the session itself (which includes healing from Alice herself then letting the crystals do their magic)
- post session chat (to discuss sensations and feelings etc of the session)
I have had complementary therapies before and I've always felt quite spacey/at peace/extremely relaxed afterwards. But with this - I was blown out of the water. Not sure how to describe it - but felt like I needed to be peeled off the ceiling. Might have been a combination of the energy shifts that were happening recently and my apparent need to receive healing more. But took me awhile to get back down to earth. I was 'twitching' quite a bit during the session which is recognised as a release of unwanted energies.
The bit that isn't mentioned on the website is the 'reading' you get from Alice. With the help of guides (beings of light or Angels - or whatever you believe in) messages are channeled through on, well, me! Now that was the icing on cake! She sits meditating in the other room whilst you are being zapped by the crystal lights. Awesome - well it was for me as I had an awesome reading. I can't remember much of it as I was spaced out when we were chatting afterwards. But made notes once I was feeling human again. But in summary doing well on my path of ascension and more wonderful things are going to take place. My left and right brain were quite intense apparently and I needed to let my guides help in taking the weight off my shoulders and should learn integration of the 2 sides - not as clear cut as I think it should be. Lots of other wonderful things were said - but they are for me :-)
This therapy is the only one available in the UK at the Hale Clinic, London. (aka alternative therapies for posh people - not that I'm posh! but the prices seem to be 'posh')
The session lasts for about an hour (I think it actually went on an hour and a half)
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Synchronistic Events
How so you are wondering? I will try and summarise bullet point stylie:
- I heard about the therapy through Karen who works at the Hale clinic
- I met Karen on a group trip to Avebury on 10-10-10, I had never met her before but offered to give her a lift
- I book my crystal light bed session through Karen soon after our trip
- I read up on it and see the practitioners name (Alice Almeida) and recognise the name from somewhere, but was not sure where
- Then I find, on my notice board is Alice's name and number written by her
- I had met Alice already about 9 months ago at one of Paul McCarthy's workshop. She gave me her number then
- I had forgotten I had this piece of paper! Awesome!
Winter Solstice: Upgrade
So we were told we were getting another upgrade on 12th December 2010 for all those with Starseed connections, be prepared to have a big 'shake up' and upgrade to higher frequencies. (We first heard about it at the channeling practice group which was channeled through by one of the group members and then I also found some stuff on the tinternet about it)
- Blog: Huge Energy Shift
- YouTube: Solstice Message - from SOLARA AN-RA
Basically translates into: you are going to feel a bit crappy for a bit while this happens. Some may feel only slightly giddy and some of you will feel like you have been hit by a truck.
I am experiencing the latter. But it's all good. Oh did I tell you it was my birthday on 21st Dec? Yeah some special energy presents that day for sure!
I think the crystal light bed therapy I had the day before also helped speed up the 'clearing' process!
I finally had to hand in the towel and embrace this change. Some of you will know this as the common cold or flu. This is normally 'stuff' you need to let go of or resolve and well in my case I needed to chill out a bit and with the cough...I feel like there is something I need to 'get off my chest' (maybe this blog is one method) and also with my stiff neck tells me I need to be more flexible with my views (which I think I am!?) so maybe someone is just being a 'pain in the neck" in my life at the moment (ref: L Hay) or maybe I need to balance my head with my heart more and not have the 2 fighting each other.
I also feel like my head is about to explode. My crown chakra has been buzzing on and off for days since the 9th December and my third eye feels quite intense at times and I am wondering when it is going to be over. I have not felt like this since the last major upgrade I had back near Wesak leading up to the summer solstice.
Electrics are going a bit crazy...e.g. my kitchen light has been flickering for a bit. I blew the light on my cooker extractor fan. My mobile phone randomly goes haywire, the night after the crystal light bed therapy, it lit up twice during the early hours as though it was being recharged again.
All part of me adjusting to the new frequencies and letting go of a few old things.
I hope the upgrade process ends soon! But me thinks it's a message for me to sloooooowwww down. Going back to sleep now
ZZZzzzz
- Blog: Huge Energy Shift
- YouTube: Solstice Message - from SOLARA AN-RA
Basically translates into: you are going to feel a bit crappy for a bit while this happens. Some may feel only slightly giddy and some of you will feel like you have been hit by a truck.
I am experiencing the latter. But it's all good. Oh did I tell you it was my birthday on 21st Dec? Yeah some special energy presents that day for sure!
I think the crystal light bed therapy I had the day before also helped speed up the 'clearing' process!
I finally had to hand in the towel and embrace this change. Some of you will know this as the common cold or flu. This is normally 'stuff' you need to let go of or resolve and well in my case I needed to chill out a bit and with the cough...I feel like there is something I need to 'get off my chest' (maybe this blog is one method) and also with my stiff neck tells me I need to be more flexible with my views (which I think I am!?) so maybe someone is just being a 'pain in the neck" in my life at the moment (ref: L Hay) or maybe I need to balance my head with my heart more and not have the 2 fighting each other.
I also feel like my head is about to explode. My crown chakra has been buzzing on and off for days since the 9th December and my third eye feels quite intense at times and I am wondering when it is going to be over. I have not felt like this since the last major upgrade I had back near Wesak leading up to the summer solstice.
Electrics are going a bit crazy...e.g. my kitchen light has been flickering for a bit. I blew the light on my cooker extractor fan. My mobile phone randomly goes haywire, the night after the crystal light bed therapy, it lit up twice during the early hours as though it was being recharged again.
All part of me adjusting to the new frequencies and letting go of a few old things.
I hope the upgrade process ends soon! But me thinks it's a message for me to sloooooowwww down. Going back to sleep now
ZZZzzzz
Tuesday, 21 December 2010
Tut Tut!
A friend told me about this website where you can receive a daily light hearted 'notes from the universe' well via a guy called Mike Dooley. But basically being 'spiritual' doesn't mean you have to be boring and serious about all - well that's the overall feeling I get anyway.
For my birthday this was sent to me by the Tut team which I thought was really lovely message! It might be computer generated, but who cares! Thanks Tut!
Get your daily cheesy messages at www.tut.com
Quite simply:
You're the kind of person, Lily,
Who's hard to forget,
A one-in-a-million
To the people you've met.
Your friends are as varied
As the places you go,
And they all want to tell you
In case you don't know:
That you make a big difference
In the lives that you touch,
By taking so little
And giving so much!
Lily, you are so AWESOME! For your birthday, friends and angels from every corner of the Universe, including buddies you didn't know you had, will be with you to wish you the HAPPIEST of days and an exciting new year in time and space. You won't be alone!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Lily!
Mike Dooley
Orlando, Florida, USA
PS - Lily, this is going to be YOUR year!!
© TUT ®
For my birthday this was sent to me by the Tut team which I thought was really lovely message! It might be computer generated, but who cares! Thanks Tut!
Get your daily cheesy messages at www.tut.com
Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu,
Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu,
Happy Birrrrthday Dear Lily,
Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu!
A few years back, not so long ago, heaven and earth erupted into a major celebration with the news of your impending adventure into this very time and space. You see, someone like Lily Lau doesn't come along all that often. In fact, there's never been a single one like you, nor is there ever ANY possibility that another will come again. You're an Angel among us. Someone, whose eyes see what no others will EVER see, whose ears hear what no others will EVER hear, and whose perspective and feelings will NEVER, ever be duplicated. Without YOU, the Universe, and ALL THAT IS, would be sadly less than it is.
Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu,
Happy Birrrrthday Dear Lily,
Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu!
A few years back, not so long ago, heaven and earth erupted into a major celebration with the news of your impending adventure into this very time and space. You see, someone like Lily Lau doesn't come along all that often. In fact, there's never been a single one like you, nor is there ever ANY possibility that another will come again. You're an Angel among us. Someone, whose eyes see what no others will EVER see, whose ears hear what no others will EVER hear, and whose perspective and feelings will NEVER, ever be duplicated. Without YOU, the Universe, and ALL THAT IS, would be sadly less than it is.
Quite simply:
You're the kind of person, Lily,
Who's hard to forget,
A one-in-a-million
To the people you've met.
Your friends are as varied
As the places you go,
And they all want to tell you
In case you don't know:
That you make a big difference
In the lives that you touch,
By taking so little
And giving so much!
Lily, you are so AWESOME! For your birthday, friends and angels from every corner of the Universe, including buddies you didn't know you had, will be with you to wish you the HAPPIEST of days and an exciting new year in time and space. You won't be alone!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Lily!
Mike Dooley
Orlando, Florida, USA
PS - Lily, this is going to be YOUR year!!
© TUT ®
Tuesday, 7 December 2010
You Have a New Message Waiting
...to retrieve your message please dial ANGEL
or an Ascended Master or ET of your choosing
What? Tee hee! Yeah I went on another course! Learning how to channel
or an Ascended Master or ET of your choosing
What? Tee hee! Yeah I went on another course! Learning how to channel
16-17th October 2010
London
London
10am-5pm
This workshop will give help and guidance to all those interested in channeling at whatever level you are now. The workshop will show you how to channel / work more effectively with your Guides and The Ascended Masters / Angels / Star Masters. You may use the workshop to help you to become a better channel or to help with other therapies that involve working with energy and guides such as energetic healing. Intuition is a skill used by spiritually based counsellors and writers. Intuition can be also be developed along with all the other inner senses. Alternatively you may just want to have a closer personal relationship with your guides and the angels and directly receive their love and guidance !
The workshop will provide information, exercises to practice and personal feedback from the masters on your progress! You will have the opportunity to channel yourself in a small team if you wish to. There will also be attunements available in order to help you energetically achieve the highest levels of channeling / attunement that you can. The opportunity to work on your channeling over 2 days will accelerate and deepen your progress
The workshop will cover
Preparation for channeling
Attunement
Protection
Grounding
Intention
Which Guides to Channel
Sensitivity Training
Inner Senses Development
Channeling Exercises
Energetic Purification
Consciousness Expansion and Refinement
How to give channeled Readings for yourself & others
How to achieve clear channeling
Right Brain activation and balancing
Alternative brain wave states
Managing sensitivity
Channeling from the heart centre
Specific techniques for channeling the Star Masters and group energies
Attunement
Protection
Grounding
Intention
Which Guides to Channel
Sensitivity Training
Inner Senses Development
Channeling Exercises
Energetic Purification
Consciousness Expansion and Refinement
How to give channeled Readings for yourself & others
How to achieve clear channeling
Right Brain activation and balancing
Alternative brain wave states
Managing sensitivity
Channeling from the heart centre
Specific techniques for channeling the Star Masters and group energies
The first workshop will concentrate on creating a general channeling style with angels and ascended masters. It is ideal for those who have never tried channeling and is also useful for those who wish to re-visit the important basic principles. It will also give information on the differences with Channeling, Psychic Work and Mediumship. Good channeling is very often about doing the basic things very well and so even if you have some experience the first workshop is important.
In the second workshop you will mainly be working with Star Masters and group consciousness beings. The second workshop will also introduce the important subject of channeling from the heart centre. This is your doorway to the divine and is a profound part of our being which brings different experiences and opportunities to channeling. Most people do not channel from the heart and yet it is possibly the highest form of channeling.
Says it all really. So yeah I have learnt how to do this and now am practicing and it is awwwesome! The hardest part is the translation and expression as well as trusting that it works! Once you get your ego out the way, the words just flow through. Everyone works differently for me I get visual cue points images or words in my minds eye. The difficult thing is the interpretation of these images as you don't want to have your ego start filling in the gaps or translating them how you think they should be. So yeah a new practice group has started so we can get used to it all and practice. Some of the energies are quite powerful and overwhelming and it's all we can handle, so we just sit there feeling the energies of whoever it is we called in. It is truly amazing and yeah really way out there, but this is just the start of what we are going to be seeing more of.
I seem to have a connection with the Pleiades and so they come through to me and they are quite high energy in the heart centre. The last practice session they came through and turned the room quite cold and my hands were freezing but it went back to normal once they had left.
I've been channeling through messages for myself so far and they have been pretty spot on with what's going on in my life with people appearing almost the next day confirming the message and they don't even know I do this stuff.
I've been channeling through messages for myself so far and they have been pretty spot on with what's going on in my life with people appearing almost the next day confirming the message and they don't even know I do this stuff.
Forget the FaceTime with the iphone4 this is the communication upgrade I want!
Tuesday, 16 November 2010
King of Diamonds
Kiran is a healer and comes into my workplace each week and I see her for reflexology. She is really really gifted and more often than not she receives messages from her guides for me. This time she said she saw a King of Hearts or Diamonds appearing.
I said - no way!!! The other week when walking to the tube I saw a playing card on the street, all on it's lonesome and it was the King of Diamonds.
Having a scout on google, there was not much on it, but managed to find this...
The King of Diamonds
The King of Diamonds can often represent a successful business man, one who runs his own business, or a financial man such as a banker or stockbroker. He is successful and has a strong sense of values which have made him the success he is. So, when this card appears, you could have some dealings with someone like this or you could take on these qualities yourself. The King of Diamonds often appears when we are ready to start our own business and it promises great success if we do. It is the highest card in the suit of money and values and as such bestows everything needed to make a success ofsome financial or business opportunity. When this card appears, don't let it go to waste. Find some way to be in business for yourself and go for it.
Cool, better work on that business plan then....
Other stuff:
Well, my reflexologist also had the following images come to her:
- 'The invitation' by Oriah
- Me writing out invitations on white paper with gold writing
Will wait to see how these pan out!
Monday, 15 November 2010
Stay Connected
Things happen for a reason, there are no such thing as coincidences...synchronicity, and all that jazz.....
Kiran is lady who comes into my offices to offer reflexology and indian head massage each week and I have known her since summer 2010. I really enjoy my sessions with Kiran, not only is she a wonderful healer, we have a good old natter about the weird and wonderful things that are happening to both of us one of which we are both connected to is explained below:
- I started a meditation course at the Hale Clinic in about October
- I started a meditation course at the Hale Clinic in about October
- I tell Kiran this as we have a chat about what we've been up to and she looks at me in disbelief then goes onto explain to me why...
- She had been given images and messages by her guides to 'give the envelop to addressee'
- Some time later, an envelop drops out of her bag when Kiran was doing a clear out
- The envelope had a name and address written on it but had never been sent as it had the incorrect postcode
- The rest of the details were correct and it read: Teresa Hale, The Hale Clinic, 7 Park Crescent.
- The rest of the details were correct and it read: Teresa Hale, The Hale Clinic, 7 Park Crescent.
- "No way!" I said..."Teresa is my meditation teacher! I did not realise she actually runs the Hale Clinic!"
- I then remember Kiran had said to be months before I started the mediation course that she saw me at a meditation retreat with white beads and someone dressed in white clothing. I had totally forgotten she told me this.
- I told her that my first meditation session was about learning to meditate with Mala beads which were white, and Teresa was dressed in all white!
- So we both agreed that there has got to be something we have got to do with these wonderful syncronistic events, and so Kiran re-worded the letter that she found in her bag, and I hand this over to Teresa at my next meditation session
- I told her that my first meditation session was about learning to meditate with Mala beads which were white, and Teresa was dressed in all white!
- So we both agreed that there has got to be something we have got to do with these wonderful syncronistic events, and so Kiran re-worded the letter that she found in her bag, and I hand this over to Teresa at my next meditation session
- A new connection was made! Teresa offered the opportunity for Kiran to work at the Hale Clinic!
Yay!Saturday, 30 October 2010
OM my goodness
So I had not long started a meditation course at the Hale Clinic and was about week 3 of 7 I think into it and was told about the free OM healing session on Fridays. I was always curious about the whole OM thing well it was free how could I refuse!
I went along with with reflexologist and like nervous school girls we ventured into the meditation room. She had been to an OMing session before, I had not. There were lots of regulars there - I didn't know what to make of it- but hey it was an experience.
So we were told the basics and to adopt the heart mudra with the hands to help us concentrate on the heart center.
A circle is formed in the middle people facing outwards, with other people forming another circle facing inwards towards the other inner circle.
Right, off we go, so we were told we were going to make the sound 'OM' for an hour. AN HOUR??!! - oh my goodness how was I going to last? I can't even sit still that long. It was broken down into 20 min sections to swap the people in the inner circle with the people in the outer circle...but you had to still OM - no break in sound, no dip in volume - just keep Om-ing.
I didn't think I would make it - but i did! It was really powerful I could feel the vibrations of everyone OM-ing right through my body - it was weird! I started hearing different pitches, volumes and sounds even though we were just OMing. I felt like I had a good...well clearing that's for sure. My tummy certainly did (sorry...gross) but then later that night I had a massive headache which turned into a migraine. A big clearing that's for sure. Then I felt really blue, like I was on a big come down and decided to let go of someone I had become attached to as I had enough. The next day I was fine...then that person I decided to let go of...came round out of the blue! What's that all about?
I went along with with reflexologist and like nervous school girls we ventured into the meditation room. She had been to an OMing session before, I had not. There were lots of regulars there - I didn't know what to make of it- but hey it was an experience.
So we were told the basics and to adopt the heart mudra with the hands to help us concentrate on the heart center.A circle is formed in the middle people facing outwards, with other people forming another circle facing inwards towards the other inner circle.
Right, off we go, so we were told we were going to make the sound 'OM' for an hour. AN HOUR??!! - oh my goodness how was I going to last? I can't even sit still that long. It was broken down into 20 min sections to swap the people in the inner circle with the people in the outer circle...but you had to still OM - no break in sound, no dip in volume - just keep Om-ing.
I didn't think I would make it - but i did! It was really powerful I could feel the vibrations of everyone OM-ing right through my body - it was weird! I started hearing different pitches, volumes and sounds even though we were just OMing. I felt like I had a good...well clearing that's for sure. My tummy certainly did (sorry...gross) but then later that night I had a massive headache which turned into a migraine. A big clearing that's for sure. Then I felt really blue, like I was on a big come down and decided to let go of someone I had become attached to as I had enough. The next day I was fine...then that person I decided to let go of...came round out of the blue! What's that all about?
Thursday, 21 October 2010
Rugby ball wants to go out and play
So I woke up this morning to find my rugby ball in the middle of the hallway (as pictured below)
I laughed as after months of being off sports because of my 'dodgy' ankle, I think it was a sign for me that I can go out to play now.
Now I know some of you are thinking yeah - whatever. Where was the ball originally? Well I can tell it was placed in that little table in the top corner placed on top of 2 other rugby balls. Those with logical/analytical minds will think (as I did) well over time the other rugby balls had deflated causing this one to fall out and roll to the middle of the hallway. There you go. Does it matter? The point is - it was a sign to go out and play - yay! And I did and my ankle was fine!! I missed touch rugby a lot! Oh yeah she's back! No where did I put that pump?!
I laughed as after months of being off sports because of my 'dodgy' ankle, I think it was a sign for me that I can go out to play now.
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Saturday, 25 September 2010
ET Phone Home
So apparently I have a connection with the Pleiades
I went along to another channeling session by Paul McCarthy and at this session Sananda, Archangel Michael and Ashartuk(?) were channeled through which is awesome in itself. So when Ashartuk from the Pleiades was channeled through, from no-where tears started coming through from me. What the heck?! How embarrassing!
What was that all about? I had a sudden feeling of wanting to go home. Not home as in my flat in London, but home I could not explain but not here on earth. I was told later that I must have recognised the energies that came through that night and remembered who I was. They tend to be associated with light blue which might explain the sparkles of light also and their energy tends to be higher heart centered, which I recognise now when I give Reiki healing to people, I get a rush of energy around this area. They had been with me for quite some time.
When I had went to my Reiki practice group, I pretty much went up into space when it was my turn to receive. I had a strong feeling of wanting to go home, but had a message back saying 'not yet, you are so nearly there...have patience and trust, there are some things I need to do'. I didn't want to come back and I have been struggling to be able connect with my ''muggle' friends and didn't want to be here anymore. I felt lost and a bit gutted to say the least. But I understand now that I am here to help and guide others bringing in harmony and love, this is my soul purpose. It's going to take me awhile to get the balance right as conversations don't seem to resonate with me anymore. I see so much sadness and hurt and fear and I am torn between being able to help my friends and hiding myself because I feel that I can't or they don't 'get it'.
I am sure I will some day. But for now - I feel I need to heal myself before I can heal others.
I have been trying to read up more on the Pleiades and was pleasantly surprised by the amount of material available out there. Especially on YouTube where there are lots of channeled messages through.
I also found this (thanks to http://www.book-of-thoth.com/article1702.html) - which apart from point 14 I can relate to
So… are you Starseed? How will you know? You are born to a place which is very dense and which is very high in negative ego. It is consequently nearly impossible to truly remember. Here are some common characteristics of Pleiadian Starseed if you have a majority of these you’re probably Pleiadian. There are other civilizations that also offer Starseeds but they’re in the minority and, honestly I don’t know enough about them to make a list like this but possibly a lot of this would apply anyway. I don’t know? Starseeds :
1. Born after 1968. There were before but that’s when the big push started.
2. From “out there”. Okay this is the most obvious and easiest one. You probably just always had a sense that you were from the stars… that your home way “out there”, not here. I know it’s obvious, but why should these things always be obscure?
3. Outsider. You will have a feeling of un-belonging for much of your life. You will have noticed that siblings and children in other families have a “belonging” with their family that you don’t have. Somehow “fitting in” is something that never happens to you unless you find other Starseed. Then you will suddenly you feel “got” or understood and it feels wonderful.
4. Metaphysically oriented or anti-religious. You just can’t buy into Earth religions. You may have tried very hard, even repeatedly to “fit in” with one or more of these belief systems but always they leave you feeling dissatisfied. You may consequently reject “belief” out of hand or you may choose to find some alternative beliefs that suit you better – you will quite possibly start formulating your own system of belief. You are also most likely to have some form of psychic ability – ESP, clairvoyance… something.
5. Not date and time conscious. You’re probably terrible with remembering things like birthdays, you struggle to keep to a schedule and are often way early or very late for appointments. This date and clock thing just doesn’t want to work out for you.
6. Technophile. You love gadgets and equipment and have a natural aptitude with figuring out how they work. You’re quite likely to love them so much that you read the instruction manual “just for fun”.
7. Harmonious. You will experience Earth as being quite a violent, aggressive angry place. You may or may not be able to find aggression within yourself but either way you would choose for the world around you to become more harmonious and peaceful. You do not desire to control others and you reject others control of you. You can’t bear cruelty to animals, children, women abuse or anything like that. If there were a war you would probably not fight but choose to be a pacifist instead.
8. Gender equality and ambiguity.
You probably don’t get the whole gender role thing. You regard your partner as an equal and expect the same thing back. The whole “battle of the sexes” thing is just absurd to you. You may also be something other than heterosexual. If you are, you’re probably not too concerned with finding a label for what you are. You could also be quite androgynous in your look.
9. Animals and nature. You have a great love and respect of nature in all its manifestations: Gaia, forests, mountains, the sea, animals etc. You especially feel a deep mystical connection with dolphins and whales as you understand that they are somehow your “siblings” rather than “dumb animals”.
10. Not money-system oriented. The system of money=power and corporate structures and this kind of thing is not your way. That is not to say that you cannot make your way in it or even become very successful in this system, but you will always be uncomfortable in it if you do. You dislike routine and structured environments. You are a non-conformist and just don’t fit into a rigid work environment. You don’t respect authority – someone must show themselves worthy of your respect. Combine this with the fact that you quickly get bored and you make a very poor wage slave indeed! You will often harbour dreams of just “dropping out” – going to farm or joining a hippie community or some such. Or you’ll actually do this. You anyway don’t like the concept of money much and would rather be valued for who you are than what you can buy. This issue is compounded by the fact that you hated school (or any education) this is because Earth education systems use conformist mechanisms and teach by instruction rather than shared or experiential learning.
11. Escapism. You like to escape into flights of creative fantasy and will build whole “ideal worlds” in your head. You are also drawn to the hallucinogenic experience to enhance this. A negative aspect of this is when the escapist tendency overwhelms: this world is hard and cruel and difficult and you might be prone to using drugs, alcohol or other means to escape the pain that you feel. In so doing you fail to engage and fail to improve the world (as you originally intended) this only compounds the problem and makes you more self destructive. You are prone to depression if you don’t take control of your life and your experiences. You may also be prone to a variety of psychoses and neuroses due to the spiritual fracturing that you feel here not conforming with the unity consciousness you were expecting.
12. Creativity. You are very creative and love other peoples creative outputs. Music, art, architecture, beautiful cooking… whatever. This touches you deeply.
13. Easy belief. You can quite easily believe in the existence of UFO’s and extra-terrestrial beings. These things are not strange to you. The concept of “all is one” is also quite comfortable for you.
14. Physical attributes. This is a bit more iffy. Earth humans are anyway an amalgam of all kinds of genetic tinkering by a variety of space races but you MAY have brought some of your physical attributes with you, but this is less important than the spiritual attributes. Your genetics will determine a “band of possibility” and your spirit body MAY pull your physical body in a direction that is quite different from what your genotype might have expressed with another host in it. So: do you look markedly different from the rest of your family? If you are of Pleiadian origin you may have some of the following unexpected characteristics: almond-shaped eyes which might also be larger than expected, blonde hair, pale skin, blue or blue-grey eyes, “roman nose” (no dip on the bridge – straight in profile) tall and with a slender build.
15. Photo-sensitivity. Your eyes are probably light sensitive. The Earth is a particularly harsh-light environment. You would probably want low-light compared to many others.
16. Cold climate adapted. You most likely don’t like to be too warm and struggle to loose heat in warm climes. Other will be playing out in the sun and you will be sweltering in the shade. The corollary is that you are comfortable when it is cool and others are huddled over a heater.
I went along to another channeling session by Paul McCarthy and at this session Sananda, Archangel Michael and Ashartuk(?) were channeled through which is awesome in itself. So when Ashartuk from the Pleiades was channeled through, from no-where tears started coming through from me. What the heck?! How embarrassing!
What was that all about? I had a sudden feeling of wanting to go home. Not home as in my flat in London, but home I could not explain but not here on earth. I was told later that I must have recognised the energies that came through that night and remembered who I was. They tend to be associated with light blue which might explain the sparkles of light also and their energy tends to be higher heart centered, which I recognise now when I give Reiki healing to people, I get a rush of energy around this area. They had been with me for quite some time.
When I had went to my Reiki practice group, I pretty much went up into space when it was my turn to receive. I had a strong feeling of wanting to go home, but had a message back saying 'not yet, you are so nearly there...have patience and trust, there are some things I need to do'. I didn't want to come back and I have been struggling to be able connect with my ''muggle' friends and didn't want to be here anymore. I felt lost and a bit gutted to say the least. But I understand now that I am here to help and guide others bringing in harmony and love, this is my soul purpose. It's going to take me awhile to get the balance right as conversations don't seem to resonate with me anymore. I see so much sadness and hurt and fear and I am torn between being able to help my friends and hiding myself because I feel that I can't or they don't 'get it'.
I am sure I will some day. But for now - I feel I need to heal myself before I can heal others.
I have been trying to read up more on the Pleiades and was pleasantly surprised by the amount of material available out there. Especially on YouTube where there are lots of channeled messages through.
I also found this (thanks to http://www.book-of-thoth.com/article1702.html) - which apart from point 14 I can relate to
So… are you Starseed? How will you know? You are born to a place which is very dense and which is very high in negative ego. It is consequently nearly impossible to truly remember. Here are some common characteristics of Pleiadian Starseed if you have a majority of these you’re probably Pleiadian. There are other civilizations that also offer Starseeds but they’re in the minority and, honestly I don’t know enough about them to make a list like this but possibly a lot of this would apply anyway. I don’t know? Starseeds :
1. Born after 1968. There were before but that’s when the big push started.
2. From “out there”. Okay this is the most obvious and easiest one. You probably just always had a sense that you were from the stars… that your home way “out there”, not here. I know it’s obvious, but why should these things always be obscure?
3. Outsider. You will have a feeling of un-belonging for much of your life. You will have noticed that siblings and children in other families have a “belonging” with their family that you don’t have. Somehow “fitting in” is something that never happens to you unless you find other Starseed. Then you will suddenly you feel “got” or understood and it feels wonderful.
4. Metaphysically oriented or anti-religious. You just can’t buy into Earth religions. You may have tried very hard, even repeatedly to “fit in” with one or more of these belief systems but always they leave you feeling dissatisfied. You may consequently reject “belief” out of hand or you may choose to find some alternative beliefs that suit you better – you will quite possibly start formulating your own system of belief. You are also most likely to have some form of psychic ability – ESP, clairvoyance… something.
5. Not date and time conscious. You’re probably terrible with remembering things like birthdays, you struggle to keep to a schedule and are often way early or very late for appointments. This date and clock thing just doesn’t want to work out for you.
6. Technophile. You love gadgets and equipment and have a natural aptitude with figuring out how they work. You’re quite likely to love them so much that you read the instruction manual “just for fun”.
7. Harmonious. You will experience Earth as being quite a violent, aggressive angry place. You may or may not be able to find aggression within yourself but either way you would choose for the world around you to become more harmonious and peaceful. You do not desire to control others and you reject others control of you. You can’t bear cruelty to animals, children, women abuse or anything like that. If there were a war you would probably not fight but choose to be a pacifist instead.
8. Gender equality and ambiguity.
You probably don’t get the whole gender role thing. You regard your partner as an equal and expect the same thing back. The whole “battle of the sexes” thing is just absurd to you. You may also be something other than heterosexual. If you are, you’re probably not too concerned with finding a label for what you are. You could also be quite androgynous in your look.
9. Animals and nature. You have a great love and respect of nature in all its manifestations: Gaia, forests, mountains, the sea, animals etc. You especially feel a deep mystical connection with dolphins and whales as you understand that they are somehow your “siblings” rather than “dumb animals”.
10. Not money-system oriented. The system of money=power and corporate structures and this kind of thing is not your way. That is not to say that you cannot make your way in it or even become very successful in this system, but you will always be uncomfortable in it if you do. You dislike routine and structured environments. You are a non-conformist and just don’t fit into a rigid work environment. You don’t respect authority – someone must show themselves worthy of your respect. Combine this with the fact that you quickly get bored and you make a very poor wage slave indeed! You will often harbour dreams of just “dropping out” – going to farm or joining a hippie community or some such. Or you’ll actually do this. You anyway don’t like the concept of money much and would rather be valued for who you are than what you can buy. This issue is compounded by the fact that you hated school (or any education) this is because Earth education systems use conformist mechanisms and teach by instruction rather than shared or experiential learning.
11. Escapism. You like to escape into flights of creative fantasy and will build whole “ideal worlds” in your head. You are also drawn to the hallucinogenic experience to enhance this. A negative aspect of this is when the escapist tendency overwhelms: this world is hard and cruel and difficult and you might be prone to using drugs, alcohol or other means to escape the pain that you feel. In so doing you fail to engage and fail to improve the world (as you originally intended) this only compounds the problem and makes you more self destructive. You are prone to depression if you don’t take control of your life and your experiences. You may also be prone to a variety of psychoses and neuroses due to the spiritual fracturing that you feel here not conforming with the unity consciousness you were expecting.
12. Creativity. You are very creative and love other peoples creative outputs. Music, art, architecture, beautiful cooking… whatever. This touches you deeply.
13. Easy belief. You can quite easily believe in the existence of UFO’s and extra-terrestrial beings. These things are not strange to you. The concept of “all is one” is also quite comfortable for you.
14. Physical attributes. This is a bit more iffy. Earth humans are anyway an amalgam of all kinds of genetic tinkering by a variety of space races but you MAY have brought some of your physical attributes with you, but this is less important than the spiritual attributes. Your genetics will determine a “band of possibility” and your spirit body MAY pull your physical body in a direction that is quite different from what your genotype might have expressed with another host in it. So: do you look markedly different from the rest of your family? If you are of Pleiadian origin you may have some of the following unexpected characteristics: almond-shaped eyes which might also be larger than expected, blonde hair, pale skin, blue or blue-grey eyes, “roman nose” (no dip on the bridge – straight in profile) tall and with a slender build.
15. Photo-sensitivity. Your eyes are probably light sensitive. The Earth is a particularly harsh-light environment. You would probably want low-light compared to many others.
16. Cold climate adapted. You most likely don’t like to be too warm and struggle to loose heat in warm climes. Other will be playing out in the sun and you will be sweltering in the shade. The corollary is that you are comfortable when it is cool and others are huddled over a heater.
Do Not Adjust Your TV sets: TV broadcast
I wasn't sure if I should post this or not, but it looks like I am! So here goes...
This is about a dream I had which was quite vivid. Some people say that dreams are 'removing junk', thoughts that were held back replaying thoughts through dreams. Some people say it is a past life we are remembering, or we are off visiting a parallel universe...there does not seem to be one answer.
I wanted to post this as my ego really wants to feel completely smug if it really does happen. Is the dream I had a glimpse of the future? I'm not sure...but I know if I didn't post it I would kick myself, if it doesn't happen, well 'it was just a dream' :-)
The context setting bit:
I currently work for a broadcast company and they have a company meeting every Tuesday called the TMM (Tuesday morning meeting) where they update everyone on what's going on, new programmes they are going to show, press updates etc. It is quite a casual affair were all are gathered round the 'comfy area' which is basically people sat on sofas, chairs, on the floor all facing forward to the presenter(s) and the main television plasma screen.
The dream:
I was sat facing the TV with a group of people in the 'comfy area', but there seemed to be large rose crystal on the floor. Some lady was playing around with another crystal (blue in colour) and put this against the rose crystal.
All of a sudden the television seemed to re-tune itself into some 'other' channel. I froze and pointed at the telly as if I had recoginised someone I had not seen for ages and I was sort of making a strange warbling electronic noise. The energy I seemed to recognise from the past-life session (Pt2) I had.
This 'tuning in' of this channel seemed to happen twice during the dream as if it were a live transmission. I can't remember a channel name as I did see some sort of logo (freemantle?) as I was trying to text my brother.
The 'programme' was information about 'oneness'...and not to forget that we are one, and where we are from and what is going to happen next etc.
End dream...
So okay, it might not happen exactly like this...but I would like to think that the 'truth' and first contact bit will be done via a television broadcast because I think it will seem less scary to people and you would reach a large audience this way. Or you might think that broadcasters really has upped the stakes in technology and think it was some fancy TV stunt!
Well when happens, if it happens....do not adjust your TV set! It might will be the universal channel that we can all finally tune into!
This is about a dream I had which was quite vivid. Some people say that dreams are 'removing junk', thoughts that were held back replaying thoughts through dreams. Some people say it is a past life we are remembering, or we are off visiting a parallel universe...there does not seem to be one answer.
I wanted to post this as my ego really wants to feel completely smug if it really does happen. Is the dream I had a glimpse of the future? I'm not sure...but I know if I didn't post it I would kick myself, if it doesn't happen, well 'it was just a dream' :-)
The context setting bit:
I currently work for a broadcast company and they have a company meeting every Tuesday called the TMM (Tuesday morning meeting) where they update everyone on what's going on, new programmes they are going to show, press updates etc. It is quite a casual affair were all are gathered round the 'comfy area' which is basically people sat on sofas, chairs, on the floor all facing forward to the presenter(s) and the main television plasma screen.
The dream:
I was sat facing the TV with a group of people in the 'comfy area', but there seemed to be large rose crystal on the floor. Some lady was playing around with another crystal (blue in colour) and put this against the rose crystal.
All of a sudden the television seemed to re-tune itself into some 'other' channel. I froze and pointed at the telly as if I had recoginised someone I had not seen for ages and I was sort of making a strange warbling electronic noise. The energy I seemed to recognise from the past-life session (Pt2) I had.
This 'tuning in' of this channel seemed to happen twice during the dream as if it were a live transmission. I can't remember a channel name as I did see some sort of logo (freemantle?) as I was trying to text my brother.
The 'programme' was information about 'oneness'...and not to forget that we are one, and where we are from and what is going to happen next etc.
End dream...
So okay, it might not happen exactly like this...but I would like to think that the 'truth' and first contact bit will be done via a television broadcast because I think it will seem less scary to people and you would reach a large audience this way. Or you might think that broadcasters really has upped the stakes in technology and think it was some fancy TV stunt!
Well when happens, if it happens....do not adjust your TV set! It might will be the universal channel that we can all finally tune into!
Monday, 2 August 2010
Laws of Attraction
How to manifest things in your life, laws of attraction, how to get that dream job, find the perfect relationship, how to lose weight etc etc I'm sure there are lots of books on this, I can't say I got into those books but I had always had this feeling of always searching for something and a wanting to know who I really was and was in the search for happiness. So sounds just like most people on this planet.
Anywho, looking back at the events in my life it all makes sense now. A few years back I used to stress quite a bit about money, work, relationships, my body, doing the right thing, not being good enough...but the more I focused on it and tried to control it - the worse it got! I didn't cope very well with stressful or confrontational people yada yada yada again, sounds like most people.
Anywho, after a few life changing events (a spiritual kick up the backside)...I realise now that the more at peace you are with yourself, the more positive things will be. Positive events start to happen for you AND without a lot of effort!! It took awhile for me to get to this way of thinking as I had to 'sort out' a lot of my old baggage, but I can say I get it now. It really is true "Your outer world reflects your inner world!" simple as that. If you have some inner conflict going on, then things around you always seem a bit shite right?
I don't focus much on the tiny details anymore. (Well okay sometimes I still do! I'm not perfect) But the more you just get on with your life and stop obsessing about whatever it is you want, the more things start happening for you. I'm not saying 'do nothing'...you still have to take at least the first step in the direction you want to go and let the universe take care of the rest. Oh, you have to be clear with what it is you are asking for! That's obvious right?
You can always prepare...but not focus all your time and effort 'pushing' for things to happen. You can drive yourself nuts doing so. Take a step in the right direction and the universe will sort out the details for sure. And the thing is - not to expect it in the way you think it will happen either. It can work out much better than you ever thought. If things are not working out...then think 'what is it am I supposed to be learning in this instance?'...more often than not for me, it's patience!
A couple of wonderful things that happened to me recently:
- To become a Reiki practitioner the reiki federation guidelines suggests that you see about 30 individuals over a period of 6 months to get experience. I saw about 40 people in 5 months - not once did I worry or think about how I was going to hit that number - it just happened!! I didn't even need to try too hard - I think I sent a couple of emails and that was it! My goal was clear, I wanted to become a Reiki Practitioner...I took the first step with the email and the rest of the details sorted itself out.
- Work: I have a chat with a friend about direction and what to do with my job and about Reiki, my friends says "I can't tell you what to do, what would you ideally like to be doing?'
Me: 'Ideally I would like to become a contractor for about 6 months then transition to part-time 3-4 days a week and start doing Reiki!'
We go back to our desks at work and then I get a phone call from a recruitment agent asking if I was interested in a 6 month contract for company in the same building, I think you will fit the job perfectly...
Me: 'No, f**king way!' ...I got the job (not by swearing by the way!) and I am now doing Reiki part-time.
Lots of other little magical things have happened, but don't want to bore the socks off you.
Anywho, looking back at the events in my life it all makes sense now. A few years back I used to stress quite a bit about money, work, relationships, my body, doing the right thing, not being good enough...but the more I focused on it and tried to control it - the worse it got! I didn't cope very well with stressful or confrontational people yada yada yada again, sounds like most people.
Anywho, after a few life changing events (a spiritual kick up the backside)...I realise now that the more at peace you are with yourself, the more positive things will be. Positive events start to happen for you AND without a lot of effort!! It took awhile for me to get to this way of thinking as I had to 'sort out' a lot of my old baggage, but I can say I get it now. It really is true "Your outer world reflects your inner world!" simple as that. If you have some inner conflict going on, then things around you always seem a bit shite right?
I don't focus much on the tiny details anymore. (Well okay sometimes I still do! I'm not perfect) But the more you just get on with your life and stop obsessing about whatever it is you want, the more things start happening for you. I'm not saying 'do nothing'...you still have to take at least the first step in the direction you want to go and let the universe take care of the rest. Oh, you have to be clear with what it is you are asking for! That's obvious right?
You can always prepare...but not focus all your time and effort 'pushing' for things to happen. You can drive yourself nuts doing so. Take a step in the right direction and the universe will sort out the details for sure. And the thing is - not to expect it in the way you think it will happen either. It can work out much better than you ever thought. If things are not working out...then think 'what is it am I supposed to be learning in this instance?'...more often than not for me, it's patience!
A couple of wonderful things that happened to me recently:
- To become a Reiki practitioner the reiki federation guidelines suggests that you see about 30 individuals over a period of 6 months to get experience. I saw about 40 people in 5 months - not once did I worry or think about how I was going to hit that number - it just happened!! I didn't even need to try too hard - I think I sent a couple of emails and that was it! My goal was clear, I wanted to become a Reiki Practitioner...I took the first step with the email and the rest of the details sorted itself out.
- Work: I have a chat with a friend about direction and what to do with my job and about Reiki, my friends says "I can't tell you what to do, what would you ideally like to be doing?'
Me: 'Ideally I would like to become a contractor for about 6 months then transition to part-time 3-4 days a week and start doing Reiki!'
We go back to our desks at work and then I get a phone call from a recruitment agent asking if I was interested in a 6 month contract for company in the same building, I think you will fit the job perfectly...
Me: 'No, f**king way!' ...I got the job (not by swearing by the way!) and I am now doing Reiki part-time.
Lots of other little magical things have happened, but don't want to bore the socks off you.
Friday, 30 July 2010
Mental Slideshow
I've been quite a regular at the Reiki practice groups and basically keen to understand more about it and just well being amongst people that didn't judge me at all.
This is what I would imagine school should have been like. You are encouraged to learn and express yourself without any judgement. You are guided not dictated to and all the other students don't have their egos getting in your way either. We are all 'gifted' in some way, some are just more open than others. Most people have been 'shut down'/closed at an early stage as a defense mechanism as things are a bit too traumatic when they come to this planet. Or they shut down because of a traumatic experience in life or are conditioned to think in a certain way.
Anywho...back in the 2009 sessions I had been getting seemingly random images of people in my head whilst I was doing reiki. I thought my mind was going for a wander and thinking that it was maybe people of the telly or the tube and so shook it off and got back to the session.
I told my Reiki master about it - and he said well, next time allow those images to come forward and just ask if they have a message. What? Really? But my head made them up....right? I just have a busy mind.
So once I relaxed a bit more, more 'random' images came through and I asked in my minds eye if they had a message. I felt a bit stupid to say the least. Nothing did come through - but that's because I was cynical about it. I so I just left it there. I obviously wasn't 'gifted' so I thought to myself.
But then, yeah you guessed it I got the confirmation I needed. Which thinking about it now it was more about trusting and believing in myself more.
I had started doing the Reiki trials in April in order to gear up to become a Reiki practitioner which involves basically seeing up to 30 different individuals over 6 months to get some experience in.
So my friends and family came forward to get their free session. One dear friend I had not seen for ages came over to see me. She had been having a tough time at work and she had lost her mother a couple of years ago. She was intrigued as most people were about how reiki would help her.
So we did the session and bam - I got an image of a elderly lady. Yup again I thought okay - I know about her mum and my mind is making this up. A generic picture of a lady with glasses and grey hair and blue top and cardigan. Anyone can think of that. So just continued with the reiki session.
She felt very relaxed afterwards and said she had an awesome session. We went for dinner afterwards and had a good old natter. We talked about her mum and she showed me a picture of her...then there it was...confirmation.
No not just a picture of her mum, but with another lady. It was not her mum I saw in the reiki session, but her gran!! The same blue top and cardigan and glasses. haha! Wow. I swear I had never seen this photo before.
Okay next time I get an image I will ask for a message!
I find that it does not happen with everyone. But when it has, and if that person is open to it, I will tell them.
I hope to get the messages correct as that is the most difficult part, not to let your head/ego get in the way!
This is what I would imagine school should have been like. You are encouraged to learn and express yourself without any judgement. You are guided not dictated to and all the other students don't have their egos getting in your way either. We are all 'gifted' in some way, some are just more open than others. Most people have been 'shut down'/closed at an early stage as a defense mechanism as things are a bit too traumatic when they come to this planet. Or they shut down because of a traumatic experience in life or are conditioned to think in a certain way.
Anywho...back in the 2009 sessions I had been getting seemingly random images of people in my head whilst I was doing reiki. I thought my mind was going for a wander and thinking that it was maybe people of the telly or the tube and so shook it off and got back to the session.
I told my Reiki master about it - and he said well, next time allow those images to come forward and just ask if they have a message. What? Really? But my head made them up....right? I just have a busy mind.
So once I relaxed a bit more, more 'random' images came through and I asked in my minds eye if they had a message. I felt a bit stupid to say the least. Nothing did come through - but that's because I was cynical about it. I so I just left it there. I obviously wasn't 'gifted' so I thought to myself.
But then, yeah you guessed it I got the confirmation I needed. Which thinking about it now it was more about trusting and believing in myself more.
I had started doing the Reiki trials in April in order to gear up to become a Reiki practitioner which involves basically seeing up to 30 different individuals over 6 months to get some experience in.
So my friends and family came forward to get their free session. One dear friend I had not seen for ages came over to see me. She had been having a tough time at work and she had lost her mother a couple of years ago. She was intrigued as most people were about how reiki would help her.
So we did the session and bam - I got an image of a elderly lady. Yup again I thought okay - I know about her mum and my mind is making this up. A generic picture of a lady with glasses and grey hair and blue top and cardigan. Anyone can think of that. So just continued with the reiki session.
She felt very relaxed afterwards and said she had an awesome session. We went for dinner afterwards and had a good old natter. We talked about her mum and she showed me a picture of her...then there it was...confirmation.
No not just a picture of her mum, but with another lady. It was not her mum I saw in the reiki session, but her gran!! The same blue top and cardigan and glasses. haha! Wow. I swear I had never seen this photo before.
Okay next time I get an image I will ask for a message!
I find that it does not happen with everyone. But when it has, and if that person is open to it, I will tell them.
I hope to get the messages correct as that is the most difficult part, not to let your head/ego get in the way!
Thursday, 1 July 2010
Sparkly Lights!
Nope, I haven't been whacked around the head and started seeing stars!
I'm not sure when I started noticing the little flashes of light but it's been happening more and more as I am more 'open' to it especially this year I would say. I didn't realise what they were, but they were more noticeable once I read this particular book (The Power of the Magdalene) where I saw little blue lights coming from the pages. They are like little Tinkerbell-esq lights (with out the sound effects!) I can see them now as I am typing!
I have seen them before during my reiki sessions and realised that they were beings of light e.g. Angels, guides, ascendent masters. I've mainly seen them more around books and around people who have consciously called on beings of light, and even friends who are unaware of this but have guides around them.
Most of them are light blue in colour and some are white. I've only seen 1 red one so far. Will hope to find out more if different colours represent different beings of light.
I was looking out my window the other day then I saw electric blue sort of dust moving before my eyes or like electric mini maggots moving around the air. I could only see it though in day light as I tried again at night - but it was not happening.
When I do Reiki on myself and place my hands over my 3rd eye, I now notice I can 'see the energy' it's like green waves of energy. It's lovely and frikkin' awesome!!!
I don't need to go to specsavers!
I'm not sure when I started noticing the little flashes of light but it's been happening more and more as I am more 'open' to it especially this year I would say. I didn't realise what they were, but they were more noticeable once I read this particular book (The Power of the Magdalene) where I saw little blue lights coming from the pages. They are like little Tinkerbell-esq lights (with out the sound effects!) I can see them now as I am typing!
I have seen them before during my reiki sessions and realised that they were beings of light e.g. Angels, guides, ascendent masters. I've mainly seen them more around books and around people who have consciously called on beings of light, and even friends who are unaware of this but have guides around them.
Most of them are light blue in colour and some are white. I've only seen 1 red one so far. Will hope to find out more if different colours represent different beings of light.
I was looking out my window the other day then I saw electric blue sort of dust moving before my eyes or like electric mini maggots moving around the air. I could only see it though in day light as I tried again at night - but it was not happening.
When I do Reiki on myself and place my hands over my 3rd eye, I now notice I can 'see the energy' it's like green waves of energy. It's lovely and frikkin' awesome!!!
I don't need to go to specsavers!
Friday, 25 June 2010
Pick Me Pick Me! (No don't pick me)
Channeling evening where I was given a message by Djwhal Khul on 24th June.
So I had by now, had been doing a lot of what my friends call weird spiritual stuff. From past life regression, ascension workshops, started seeing things, feeling things and learning about all things metaphysical. I noticed also that I started drifting away from my 'muggle' friends. (A term used in the Harry Potter books - not that I don't think that my friends are not magical, they just don't see it yet!)
I tried to explain what I had been up to with a few friends, but felt like I ended up with egg on my face. The first time I heard myself trying to explain what I had learnt and thought 'uh-oh' you sound like a nut. I had failed to explain it all and felt a bit stupid and hurt. It was at a particular dinner with a couple of old work collegues. One of them in particular is super intelligent and I had been explaining about Reiki and how wonderful it has been and that I had felt great. Then he asked the question...how does it work? Which I failed miserably as I mumbled something about quantum physics as I knew he liked to know the 'mechanics'. But then got challenged by him as his brain works differently to mine and can articulate things quicker than I can say 'Deepak Chopra' then he went on to say 'I can understand how you might like to believe in all that' ...which translates as 'Oh dear, you're going through that phase of grasping onto and believing in all that bullshit...but if it makes you feel better, you do what you gotta do and will come back to normality soon. Just don't go down that creationist road right?'
Well that was it, I felt like was stuck. I was going through this major transformation of changing my belief system and all I felt like doing was hiding from the world. My new belief system was being challenged I was finding it difficult to hang out with my 'muggle' friends as I felt like I had to 'get my facts right' so then I could stand my ground.
Anywho, I went along to another channeling evening so I can hang out with my spiritual friends. This workshop was held by Paul McCarthy which is well attended. He channels through messages from Angels, Ascended Masters and beings from other Star Systems which is absolutely awesome! There were about 30 people I think in that session and Paul did say he is able to give messages to people but not enough time for everyone but will pick whoever he is drawn to. So everyone was asked to prepare a question...
Question, question, think of a question. I can't think of a question, all I can think of was that dinner with my 'muggle' friends....
'Lily! You have a question?' Paul says and everyone is looking at me.
'Whah? Er, do I? No I don't actually. Sorry.' I reply sheepishly
'Anyway let's see what messages Djwahl Khul has is for you' Paul proceeds..
Well the message for me was about relationships changing with others!! How my relationships have changed and that this conflict does not resonate with me. I am observing and questioning the relationships I have with other people and feel like I need to move away from old friends. I will find the balance soon (thank goodness!) I might feel like this for 6 months maybe 2 years. But I am to open my heart to unconditional love. Apparently I am beginning to see others pain/causes of their hurt more easily. I have grown immensely in a short space of time and I am healing in all senses of the word. I have to let go of my internal blocks and let go of my ego.
Wowsers. Cool.
[28/12/10] I can safely say that I feel like I have found that balance and letting go of that ego! It does not have to be as clear cut between the 2 sides as I previously thought. But to integrate where I can. I felt like I had to be some spiritual leader and 'know it all' before I was ready to tell people all the wonderful things I have learnt. I think my friends are glad I'm back as it were. I don't feel like I need to preach, but I am there to guide and support them in the best way I know how. If they ask about the magical stuff, then I am happy to talk about it. I don't feel like I need to be the know it all anymore. Just a little of what I have learnt I know now goes a long way. I know who I am now! Yay!
So I had by now, had been doing a lot of what my friends call weird spiritual stuff. From past life regression, ascension workshops, started seeing things, feeling things and learning about all things metaphysical. I noticed also that I started drifting away from my 'muggle' friends. (A term used in the Harry Potter books - not that I don't think that my friends are not magical, they just don't see it yet!)
I tried to explain what I had been up to with a few friends, but felt like I ended up with egg on my face. The first time I heard myself trying to explain what I had learnt and thought 'uh-oh' you sound like a nut. I had failed to explain it all and felt a bit stupid and hurt. It was at a particular dinner with a couple of old work collegues. One of them in particular is super intelligent and I had been explaining about Reiki and how wonderful it has been and that I had felt great. Then he asked the question...how does it work? Which I failed miserably as I mumbled something about quantum physics as I knew he liked to know the 'mechanics'. But then got challenged by him as his brain works differently to mine and can articulate things quicker than I can say 'Deepak Chopra' then he went on to say 'I can understand how you might like to believe in all that' ...which translates as 'Oh dear, you're going through that phase of grasping onto and believing in all that bullshit...but if it makes you feel better, you do what you gotta do and will come back to normality soon. Just don't go down that creationist road right?'
Well that was it, I felt like was stuck. I was going through this major transformation of changing my belief system and all I felt like doing was hiding from the world. My new belief system was being challenged I was finding it difficult to hang out with my 'muggle' friends as I felt like I had to 'get my facts right' so then I could stand my ground.
Anywho, I went along to another channeling evening so I can hang out with my spiritual friends. This workshop was held by Paul McCarthy which is well attended. He channels through messages from Angels, Ascended Masters and beings from other Star Systems which is absolutely awesome! There were about 30 people I think in that session and Paul did say he is able to give messages to people but not enough time for everyone but will pick whoever he is drawn to. So everyone was asked to prepare a question...
Question, question, think of a question. I can't think of a question, all I can think of was that dinner with my 'muggle' friends....
'Lily! You have a question?' Paul says and everyone is looking at me.
'Whah? Er, do I? No I don't actually. Sorry.' I reply sheepishly
'Anyway let's see what messages Djwahl Khul has is for you' Paul proceeds..
Well the message for me was about relationships changing with others!! How my relationships have changed and that this conflict does not resonate with me. I am observing and questioning the relationships I have with other people and feel like I need to move away from old friends. I will find the balance soon (thank goodness!) I might feel like this for 6 months maybe 2 years. But I am to open my heart to unconditional love. Apparently I am beginning to see others pain/causes of their hurt more easily. I have grown immensely in a short space of time and I am healing in all senses of the word. I have to let go of my internal blocks and let go of my ego.
Wowsers. Cool.
[28/12/10] I can safely say that I feel like I have found that balance and letting go of that ego! It does not have to be as clear cut between the 2 sides as I previously thought. But to integrate where I can. I felt like I had to be some spiritual leader and 'know it all' before I was ready to tell people all the wonderful things I have learnt. I think my friends are glad I'm back as it were. I don't feel like I need to preach, but I am there to guide and support them in the best way I know how. If they ask about the magical stuff, then I am happy to talk about it. I don't feel like I need to be the know it all anymore. Just a little of what I have learnt I know now goes a long way. I know who I am now! Yay!
Wednesday, 23 June 2010
Who's Bob? Summer Solstice
Wowzers!!
Okay I am cheating a little and back dating this post because I can!
This is after my first trip to Avebury for summer solstice. This is I think my first major energy shift and boy did I feel like I was all over the place. I had been feeling dizzy and spacey for a few weeks and have not been seeing anyone much. I felt more and more sick as we were getting closer to Avebury. I was driving and probably should not have. At one point I actually clipped the wing mirror - oops! Sorry dad!
There were a few of us that went along and it was an awesome day and the people in our group were lovely and I made some fab new friends. It was boiling hot that day and I was so wearing too many layers. But I was having a generally weird day anyway.
There were some crazy energies there and we found a suitable spot and we did some meditation to welcome in the new energies. Some of us went to try and feel the ley lines and found one. I walked across the ley line and was literally spun round on the spot. I wasn't feeling with it at all.
We joined a larger group later on at the main time (I can't remember when) and that was awesome. We joined hands each with a little Shiva Lingam stone in hand forming a large circle. I could feel the lovely energies swirling round the circle and a stillness and feeling of love and peace. Sounds a bit hippy, we all looked a bit hippy. Well actually our group look quite normal. But there were others who were well, getting well into it :-) - but anywho, it didn't matter, we are all one.
I definitely felt the presence of Jeshua and Mary M - double awesome!! (nope 'muggle' friends I have not turned into a religious nut). Will hopefully be able to explain in another posting.
Right, after all that we went to get some much needed lunch to ground ourselves. I certainly needed it. Nom nom. Thank goodness someone had raw ginger with them as well as that seemed to zap me back to my own body for about and hour or so.
Then off we go to go crop circle hunting! What??! Yeah I know!....Well I've always want to see what it was all about. So to cut a long story short we saw 2 crop circles with the help of the people at the Silent Circle Cafe
One that was about a day or two old and the other....freshly made the night before apparently!! I felt so sick when walking towards the first one. But yeah I had been feeling sick all day. But once we got into the middle, I was fine! All peace, still, calm - I stopped feeling sick!! Whoo hoo - let's stay here! Here are a couple of pics.
The second one took awhile to find - but it was awesome when we did. The farmer did not like people going into the middle of it which was fine - so we climbed up slope and saw it from there! Here it is!
After staring for awhile and taking in this peaceful loving energy - we noticed the group of trees nearby were in a shape of a heart :-) I had my zoom lens on - so could not capture it all. But someone did and it made the Daily Mail
"Okay okay, who's Bob?" you are asking...well....after a very loooong awesome, high energy, body frequency changing day, I spent the next day reviewing my 300+ photos. I do my usual filtering out of the rubbish ones and picking ones for posting on Facebook and posting arty ones onto Flickr. As I try and scratch off a piece of what I thought were dried bits of noodle soup off my screen, I realised it was not my screen but in my pictures.
Then I thought it was maybe a speck of dust on my lens and so looked at all my photos to see if they were in the same position. But they we not! Then I realised some of the were Orbs and some of them well yeah okay - UFOs!! whoo hoo! I was so excited!
They are not fantastically clear as you would like them to be, but the photo that made my mind up were the first 2 shots shown below. I had remembered thinking 'I didn't have my camera on Sport mode' - why did my finger trigger off 2 shots in such a quick time??! (I didn't realise I could do that!) This happened a few times during the day but never thought anything of it. You might have to click on the photos to see more clearly (right click on photo and open up in new tab is probably best). But yes I tagged these sightings as Bob in my facebook pictures so I would not spook my 'muggle' friends. So that's who Bob is.
There are many more photos like this. I feel blessed to have been able to capture them on my camera.
Thanks very muchy! Hope to capture more on camera soon!
Okay I am cheating a little and back dating this post because I can!
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| The posse! |
There were a few of us that went along and it was an awesome day and the people in our group were lovely and I made some fab new friends. It was boiling hot that day and I was so wearing too many layers. But I was having a generally weird day anyway.
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| A massive Shiva Lingam in the middle of the circle |
We joined a larger group later on at the main time (I can't remember when) and that was awesome. We joined hands each with a little Shiva Lingam stone in hand forming a large circle. I could feel the lovely energies swirling round the circle and a stillness and feeling of love and peace. Sounds a bit hippy, we all looked a bit hippy. Well actually our group look quite normal. But there were others who were well, getting well into it :-) - but anywho, it didn't matter, we are all one.
I definitely felt the presence of Jeshua and Mary M - double awesome!! (nope 'muggle' friends I have not turned into a religious nut). Will hopefully be able to explain in another posting.
Right, after all that we went to get some much needed lunch to ground ourselves. I certainly needed it. Nom nom. Thank goodness someone had raw ginger with them as well as that seemed to zap me back to my own body for about and hour or so.
Then off we go to go crop circle hunting! What??! Yeah I know!....Well I've always want to see what it was all about. So to cut a long story short we saw 2 crop circles with the help of the people at the Silent Circle Cafe
One that was about a day or two old and the other....freshly made the night before apparently!! I felt so sick when walking towards the first one. But yeah I had been feeling sick all day. But once we got into the middle, I was fine! All peace, still, calm - I stopped feeling sick!! Whoo hoo - let's stay here! Here are a couple of pics.
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| The group on route to the first crop circle |
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| Hazel, Francesca and Paul at the centre of the Circle |
The second one took awhile to find - but it was awesome when we did. The farmer did not like people going into the middle of it which was fine - so we climbed up slope and saw it from there! Here it is!
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| Oare Hill, Near Oare. Wiltshire |
After staring for awhile and taking in this peaceful loving energy - we noticed the group of trees nearby were in a shape of a heart :-) I had my zoom lens on - so could not capture it all. But someone did and it made the Daily Mail
"Okay okay, who's Bob?" you are asking...well....after a very loooong awesome, high energy, body frequency changing day, I spent the next day reviewing my 300+ photos. I do my usual filtering out of the rubbish ones and picking ones for posting on Facebook and posting arty ones onto Flickr. As I try and scratch off a piece of what I thought were dried bits of noodle soup off my screen, I realised it was not my screen but in my pictures.
Then I thought it was maybe a speck of dust on my lens and so looked at all my photos to see if they were in the same position. But they we not! Then I realised some of the were Orbs and some of them well yeah okay - UFOs!! whoo hoo! I was so excited!
They are not fantastically clear as you would like them to be, but the photo that made my mind up were the first 2 shots shown below. I had remembered thinking 'I didn't have my camera on Sport mode' - why did my finger trigger off 2 shots in such a quick time??! (I didn't realise I could do that!) This happened a few times during the day but never thought anything of it. You might have to click on the photos to see more clearly (right click on photo and open up in new tab is probably best). But yes I tagged these sightings as Bob in my facebook pictures so I would not spook my 'muggle' friends. So that's who Bob is.
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| shot 1 - look out for the dot in the top right of the sky |
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| shot 2 - notice how far it moved in only just half a step the person made in the foreground!
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| Orb about Francesca's head |
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| Look at the blob top left-ish in the sky |
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| again - nothing to see here |
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| woh - where did those dots come from? |
There are many more photos like this. I feel blessed to have been able to capture them on my camera.
Thanks very muchy! Hope to capture more on camera soon!
Sunday, 20 June 2010
In a Past Life (part 2): The Visitors!
So I went for another regression session as I felt I needed to deal with some fears and confidence issues I had and this time, my session also included some unexpected visitors!!
I didn't need to go back into a past life, it was actually earlier on in my childhood that I went back to. After I had dealt with my 'stuff', the practitioner then went on to say...ooh I think I few others want to come forward...
We felt the energy of the room change, and my left arm was well, the only way to describe it was that it had a mind of it's own. It felt like it was being pulled upwards...I was still lying down on the couch, and my arm was raised above my head. Then I grabbed onto my hair and pulled it upwards from my crown chakra and then went onto say...'Open, open open open!...' (Them speaking through me?) I was like 'what? what are you doing?'
So the practitioner tried to ask questions to find out who they were...(there seemed to be more than 1 being in the room) but they were being a bit aloof and only said 'downloading information to Lily' They seemed like a mischievous bunch of beings and this was all quite surreal as you can imagine. So we tried to get more info of which I was then shown a picture of an Aztec type maze, almost like a birds eye view of a pyrymid (I'm trying to find a picture...)
Then they went on to say....'Landing! Lily takes picture of me landing!' Then the others said 'shhh, don't tell them!' 'When?' we ask...'2012!'
They pulled my hair again saying...'Get higher, higher - come on hurry up!!'
Then they left! Wow. What the?!! Who were they then!!? Haha - how cool!
Other images that were shown to be during my session were of the pyramids but with a channel or path connecting to it. A bit like below.
Also the black onyx dog which I later find out is 'Abubis', but with a rainbow coloured necklace.
Still trying to digest what happened and what the significance is, but regardless I had another awesome session that was for sure!!
I didn't need to go back into a past life, it was actually earlier on in my childhood that I went back to. After I had dealt with my 'stuff', the practitioner then went on to say...ooh I think I few others want to come forward...
We felt the energy of the room change, and my left arm was well, the only way to describe it was that it had a mind of it's own. It felt like it was being pulled upwards...I was still lying down on the couch, and my arm was raised above my head. Then I grabbed onto my hair and pulled it upwards from my crown chakra and then went onto say...'Open, open open open!...' (Them speaking through me?) I was like 'what? what are you doing?'
So the practitioner tried to ask questions to find out who they were...(there seemed to be more than 1 being in the room) but they were being a bit aloof and only said 'downloading information to Lily' They seemed like a mischievous bunch of beings and this was all quite surreal as you can imagine. So we tried to get more info of which I was then shown a picture of an Aztec type maze, almost like a birds eye view of a pyrymid (I'm trying to find a picture...)
Then they went on to say....'Landing! Lily takes picture of me landing!' Then the others said 'shhh, don't tell them!' 'When?' we ask...'2012!'
They pulled my hair again saying...'Get higher, higher - come on hurry up!!'
Then they left! Wow. What the?!! Who were they then!!? Haha - how cool!
Other images that were shown to be during my session were of the pyramids but with a channel or path connecting to it. A bit like below.
Also the black onyx dog which I later find out is 'Abubis', but with a rainbow coloured necklace.
Still trying to digest what happened and what the significance is, but regardless I had another awesome session that was for sure!!
Friday, 18 June 2010
The 2012 Enigma: Video
Better explained than I ever could! Especially the last 10 minutes - whoo hooo!
http://divinecosmos.com/index.php/videos/41-2012-enigma/374-the-2012-enigma-free-full-length-documentary-film#AVPlayerID_d170d77e
Enjoy!
http://divinecosmos.com/index.php/videos/41-2012-enigma/374-the-2012-enigma-free-full-length-documentary-film#AVPlayerID_d170d77e
Enjoy!
Sunday, 6 June 2010
Jesus and Mary - Really???!
Yup...for real!
Er...it's not what you think, I haven't gone all 'religious' whatever that means these days. I'm actually not sure how to explain the true story of Jesus and Mary but it all made perfect sense after reading 'The Power of Magdalene'. There is a lot that we have been mis-fed and a lot that has been filtered down or hidden from us in the world we live in today. But that all seems to be changing, and this change has been happening for quite some time now...many are now experiencing an 'awakening'
I do not feel I need to explain their story in this post, I just wanted to share that this book for me, was the key moment of realisation of what was happening in our world and what 'ascension' really meant for me and for everybody else on this planet, and the planet itself!
I have come to realise that different forms of media and their messages will resonate more than others for individuals...e.g. workshops, seminars, YouTube videos, talking with friends, reading books etc...all will have different impacts depending on each persons preference. The book I read might not be your cup of tea but for me I could not put the book down, and I'm not that patient with reading books, so that must say something!
I guess the only thing I feel like doing for this post is jotting down some key words from the book....
Christ Consciousness Grid
The Essenes
Mary Magdalene
Sacred sites
Key activation sites
Female desciples
Egyptian mystery school
healing
new children
crystal, indigo and rainbow children
bringers of a new age
Jeshua
Er...it's not what you think, I haven't gone all 'religious' whatever that means these days. I'm actually not sure how to explain the true story of Jesus and Mary but it all made perfect sense after reading 'The Power of Magdalene'. There is a lot that we have been mis-fed and a lot that has been filtered down or hidden from us in the world we live in today. But that all seems to be changing, and this change has been happening for quite some time now...many are now experiencing an 'awakening'
I do not feel I need to explain their story in this post, I just wanted to share that this book for me, was the key moment of realisation of what was happening in our world and what 'ascension' really meant for me and for everybody else on this planet, and the planet itself!
I have come to realise that different forms of media and their messages will resonate more than others for individuals...e.g. workshops, seminars, YouTube videos, talking with friends, reading books etc...all will have different impacts depending on each persons preference. The book I read might not be your cup of tea but for me I could not put the book down, and I'm not that patient with reading books, so that must say something!
I guess the only thing I feel like doing for this post is jotting down some key words from the book....
Christ Consciousness Grid
The Essenes
Mary Magdalene
Sacred sites
Key activation sites
Female desciples
Egyptian mystery school
healing
new children
crystal, indigo and rainbow children
bringers of a new age
Jeshua
Sunday, 30 May 2010
The Legend of Atlantis: (Duvet Day!)
This was when I was going through my hibernating phase and I watched this video which was part of my learning experience. Explains how it all started here on earth, how we are here, how it's evolved to where we are now.
There are lots of parts to this video - but gave me a good introduction to some of the terms mentioned in the recent workshop I had attended. Each part is about 10 minutes and there are 25 parts.
I think I had started my 'initiation' to the next level and so having a massive 'duvet' weekend and watched A LOT of YouTube videos including this one.
ooh my crown chakra is tingling just typing this
If you have time...enjoy. You might not resonate with all of it (as I did not at the time) but quite interesting to watch. It's a bit retro!
There are lots of parts to this video - but gave me a good introduction to some of the terms mentioned in the recent workshop I had attended. Each part is about 10 minutes and there are 25 parts.
I think I had started my 'initiation' to the next level and so having a massive 'duvet' weekend and watched A LOT of YouTube videos including this one.
ooh my crown chakra is tingling just typing this
If you have time...enjoy. You might not resonate with all of it (as I did not at the time) but quite interesting to watch. It's a bit retro!
Monday, 17 May 2010
Diamond Geezer: (Ascension workshop)
Yeah what the hey, I'll just put myself on this workshop too.
I really didn't have much of an understanding of Ascension, but knew my friend's brother 'does it'. He's like an Ishaya Monk or something like that so yeah let's 'have a go' then. (No disrespect meant - just another new term I have been introduced to)
This time I bought myself a nice little journal from Paperchase so I can capture all my notes and questions on all the weird and wonderful stuff I was learning. Don't worry I won't be blogging everything from my old-skool note-pad!
Anywho...
Ascension Master Class with Paul McCarthy
Saturday 15th May 2010
Right you are then...bring it on!....Sorry who and who again?
Yeah, took lots of notes having to look it up later. But this time I did manage to get into that meditative state and it was awesome. I saw purple swirls sort of at the back of my eyelids and felt the different energies that were channeled through. My head was buzzing and felt a bit spaced out after the workshop and felt like I needed to get some fresh air.
The workshop delivered what it set out deliver as per the above and at that time, my reading said I had come quite far in the ascension process and was told that some will be ready to move to the next level and some will have their initiation to this next level around Wesak (Bhudda's birthday) 28th May?? And those that have this initiation will know about it. (Yup I sure did - all the way up until the summer solstice!)
Not all will reach the 'Diamond' level of ascension in this lifetime. But that's not a bad thing. It's all about learning and perfecting. As you transition through the stages of ascension we might find that we still need to resolve/close off things that might have not been in the previous stage. The balance or focus will be different at each stage in the areas of the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual.
I think that's enough for this post. Lots to take in on this one!
I really didn't have much of an understanding of Ascension, but knew my friend's brother 'does it'. He's like an Ishaya Monk or something like that so yeah let's 'have a go' then. (No disrespect meant - just another new term I have been introduced to)
This time I bought myself a nice little journal from Paperchase so I can capture all my notes and questions on all the weird and wonderful stuff I was learning. Don't worry I won't be blogging everything from my old-skool note-pad!
Anywho...
Ascension Master Class with Paul McCarthy
Saturday 15th May 2010
New and Focused Ascension teachings directly from the Ascended Masters!
There are channeled lessons directly from the masters which are channeled in the workshop itself in an interactive way and in real time. Those Masters who will join us include Dr Joshua Stone, Kuthumi, Bhudda, Serapis Bey, Mother Mary, Djwhal Khul, Quan Yin and Archangel Michael. Here we can focus on specific themes and ask questions too. Subjects can include the Christ Consciousness, personal power, Joy, Rainbow Consciousness, service work, non-attachment, ascension etc.
In addition there will be presentations on Rainbow and Diamond levels of Ascension. This information is scarce and yet is vital for many Ascension seekers at this time. I explains what you are experiencing now and will be in the near future. How do we enter into these high levels of ascension? How do we know when this has happened? What will it be like for us?
Paul will also channel for everyone individually. We can look at your current levels of ascension, current challenges and which Ascended Master is best for you to work with. We will also look at your current achievements. This is interactive and has no limits. This level of support is highly productive.
There will be Ascension activations. These are energetic attunements that help to accelerate our growth and to encourage integration of Ascension energies
Right you are then...bring it on!....Sorry who and who again?
Yeah, took lots of notes having to look it up later. But this time I did manage to get into that meditative state and it was awesome. I saw purple swirls sort of at the back of my eyelids and felt the different energies that were channeled through. My head was buzzing and felt a bit spaced out after the workshop and felt like I needed to get some fresh air.
The workshop delivered what it set out deliver as per the above and at that time, my reading said I had come quite far in the ascension process and was told that some will be ready to move to the next level and some will have their initiation to this next level around Wesak (Bhudda's birthday) 28th May?? And those that have this initiation will know about it. (Yup I sure did - all the way up until the summer solstice!)
Not all will reach the 'Diamond' level of ascension in this lifetime. But that's not a bad thing. It's all about learning and perfecting. As you transition through the stages of ascension we might find that we still need to resolve/close off things that might have not been in the previous stage. The balance or focus will be different at each stage in the areas of the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual.
Ascension:
Awareness that we are more than our personality
Mastery of thought, emotions and energy
Acceptance of Divine Union in purpose
Transcendence of negative ego, personality, humanity and the physical universe
Service to divine/humanity
I think that's enough for this post. Lots to take in on this one!
Sunday, 7 March 2010
Preparing for 2012! - What? I'm not ready!
After the whole reiki experience I was keen to learn more stuff and my younger brother had been speaking to me about his experiences with spirituality and what he has learnt from his friends and exploring on the net but I really didn't know what to think about it or how I felt about what was being presented to me.
Here is a summary of key words I captured from the workshop. Go crazy and read up too!
I then had this particular workshop 'Preparing for 2012' emailed to me by my Reiki Master and thought yeah that sounds interesting, let's see what all these conspiracy theories are all about and hopefully someone can answer some questions my brother and I had.
I was lost for words on this course. I left with more knowledge, but yet at the same time, I didn't know how to explain what I had learnt. It all made sense, but it didn't make sense at the same time - what had I walked into?
The workshop details looked pretty okay - not too 'out there'
Preparing for 2012 with Paul McCarthy
Saturday March 6th 2010
This is a workshop that seeks to peek into the near future at this most incredible time!
We will look at what 2012 is, the astrological and energetic alignments. This takes us to greater mysteries which we will explore in turn and include:
The Galactic Centre, The Galactic Directors, The Angels of Atlantis and Diamond Consciousness.
We will look at the opportunities 2012 brings to us personally and collectively and how to prepare.
We will look at what 2012 is, the astrological and energetic alignments. This takes us to greater mysteries which we will explore in turn and include:
The Galactic Centre, The Galactic Directors, The Angels of Atlantis and Diamond Consciousness.
We will look at the opportunities 2012 brings to us personally and collectively and how to prepare.
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| my poor excuse for notes |
Okay, all good to go. Turned up and er...well let's just say there were a lot of new terms, names and phases I was not familiar with. My mind was going on overdrive. I wanted to ask who? what's that? really?! but nothing came out of my mouth. I just went with it. My notes really did not make sense at the time. But I never at all felt like I had to walk out of the workshop or thought 'this is complete rubbish' I was intrigued!
So I was a little lost to say the least. Even when we did the group mediation I found that really hard. "Try and find the gap" I was advised, but it's really difficult if you have never done meditation before. I got there in the end sort of well I said I did anyway. I tried to think of 'blankness' a white space....but no suddenly I had Janet and Michael Jackson pop in my head (as I thought of the scream video) arrrggghhh!
There were certainly lots of reading up of terminology, but this course was the start of greater things to come through...prepare for a roller-coaster ride of spiritual awakening.
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Monday, 1 March 2010
In a Past Life (part 1)
Captain Cave Woman, Archangel Michael, Laughing Buddha, Monkey Magic and and a little girl spirit! No not some weird cartoon (although it should be!)
So...I went along to have a past life regression session as I was curious after attending a workshop which explained it all and the demo that was done on a volunteer was totally mind-blowingly-awwwwesome. I wanted to have a go and find out who I was.
The idea of this type of therapy is similar of that of you going back to an earlier period in your life i.e. your childhood, to sort out the root cause of a problem. Most people go for regression sessions dealing with fear of flying or spiders or whatever significant event that has developed into a block or a fear. With past life - well that's just going a step further as there maybe some unresolved things that has carried over into your current life or in my case as with a lot of others...just plain curiosity!
Quite strange to those who don't believe in life after death. I was trying to understand how I could explain the concept myself, but how I understand it is like this...
We are all souls here on this earth to have human experiences - good, bad and some in-between. No bad or good karma = bad or good life - just experiences to learn from and share with others. We belong to a soul group where you all agree a role to play in that particular life - which is why you are drawn to some people and not others. They may seem 'familiar' even. Then when you have 'passed on' as it were, you almost have like a project review session and discuss lessons learnt in that life you have just had and then talk about the next project you might want to work on. If you jump onto another project too soon or not learnt your lesson from the previous one, you might end up repeating that same behavior on the next project - a bit like work! The project review bit - I guess is the life between lives bit. Well that's how it works in my simple head anyway.
You agree your purpose of the regression session beforehand, of which I said I felt like I had lost my mojo for life so to speak and generally feeling a little bit lost but had no reason to be as my life was great but occasionally I would feel guilty for going out for some unknown reason.
So very briefly, my experience was a bit mind blowing (again!) as I had a lot done in one session including a spirit release. Yes, you read that right a spirit release. It was actually demonstrated in the demo session (no it wasn't planned) and it turned out that the girl had her dad attached to her as he was not ready to move on. She had said she had not been feeling herself recently. It was quite an emotional session where the practitioners helped her dad well, move onto the light. I sat in disbelief...it was soo emotional. But the results were instant. She looked completely different afterwards.
So yeah, it turned out I had a little girl of about 5-6 years old attached to me. We didn't go into who she was or anything like that as she did not seem to be talking much and it wasn't the point. When asked how long she had been with me, I got a flash back to my old bedroom when I was about 7 years old. It had been that long. She was lost and didn't understand what had happened to her and wanted her mum. As with the dad in the demo session, this little girl was shown to the light and I felt really emotional. But I knew when she left...I felt her go. It was weird and wonderful and quite emotional to say the least and I was quite drained.
'Do I want to continue?' asked the practitioner...'Heck yeah!' I replied
I can't remember which order this happened, but the the 'life between lives' bit I saw myself sitting on a cloud and I could see the world below. I then saw that I was sat at the bottom of some steps which led to a oriental looking palace or temple. Then a cartoon looking monk appeared...saying 'You can't go up there yet!' What? okay that's weird - you look like Monkey Magic. Then I saw an image of the Laughing Budda...what was going on??!! I started laughing. (Nope no drugs!! Although pretty awesome natural high!) Then I think I was told that I am supposed to meet someone. (I must get the MP3 recording of the session as I can't remember most of the details) Archangel Michael with a message of something along the lines of trust and believing in 'us' more. Jeepers! I had been shown a lot of signs by Angels I chose not to believe. Who else am I going to meet? Nope - no more for now. Blimey!
This was all before I even got to my 'past life' which was actually quite dull in comparison! I went back to a time where I wasn't saying much! I was what I can only describe as a cave woman so dialogue was quite limited in this session! It was a weird feeling - as I WAS her. This woman in a cave and full on fire and looking after 2 kids. It turned out a bear had attacked us all and killed the children and I died later of bad injuries. But I had feelings of guilt that I could not save them I did not deserve to live. Blimey!... that sort of explained the guilt thing of being able to enjoy life. So we did a few things to sort that bit out and all was good.
I came round feeling a whole lot lighter for sure...jeepers! That was a lot to take in and digest. I took me awhile to get back down to earth. But I definitely did not feel LOST or Guilty anymore! Yay!
So what was the significance of Monkey Magic? I have no idea!
So...I went along to have a past life regression session as I was curious after attending a workshop which explained it all and the demo that was done on a volunteer was totally mind-blowingly-awwwwesome. I wanted to have a go and find out who I was.
The idea of this type of therapy is similar of that of you going back to an earlier period in your life i.e. your childhood, to sort out the root cause of a problem. Most people go for regression sessions dealing with fear of flying or spiders or whatever significant event that has developed into a block or a fear. With past life - well that's just going a step further as there maybe some unresolved things that has carried over into your current life or in my case as with a lot of others...just plain curiosity!
Quite strange to those who don't believe in life after death. I was trying to understand how I could explain the concept myself, but how I understand it is like this...
We are all souls here on this earth to have human experiences - good, bad and some in-between. No bad or good karma = bad or good life - just experiences to learn from and share with others. We belong to a soul group where you all agree a role to play in that particular life - which is why you are drawn to some people and not others. They may seem 'familiar' even. Then when you have 'passed on' as it were, you almost have like a project review session and discuss lessons learnt in that life you have just had and then talk about the next project you might want to work on. If you jump onto another project too soon or not learnt your lesson from the previous one, you might end up repeating that same behavior on the next project - a bit like work! The project review bit - I guess is the life between lives bit. Well that's how it works in my simple head anyway.
You agree your purpose of the regression session beforehand, of which I said I felt like I had lost my mojo for life so to speak and generally feeling a little bit lost but had no reason to be as my life was great but occasionally I would feel guilty for going out for some unknown reason.
So very briefly, my experience was a bit mind blowing (again!) as I had a lot done in one session including a spirit release. Yes, you read that right a spirit release. It was actually demonstrated in the demo session (no it wasn't planned) and it turned out that the girl had her dad attached to her as he was not ready to move on. She had said she had not been feeling herself recently. It was quite an emotional session where the practitioners helped her dad well, move onto the light. I sat in disbelief...it was soo emotional. But the results were instant. She looked completely different afterwards.
So yeah, it turned out I had a little girl of about 5-6 years old attached to me. We didn't go into who she was or anything like that as she did not seem to be talking much and it wasn't the point. When asked how long she had been with me, I got a flash back to my old bedroom when I was about 7 years old. It had been that long. She was lost and didn't understand what had happened to her and wanted her mum. As with the dad in the demo session, this little girl was shown to the light and I felt really emotional. But I knew when she left...I felt her go. It was weird and wonderful and quite emotional to say the least and I was quite drained.
'Do I want to continue?' asked the practitioner...'Heck yeah!' I replied
I can't remember which order this happened, but the the 'life between lives' bit I saw myself sitting on a cloud and I could see the world below. I then saw that I was sat at the bottom of some steps which led to a oriental looking palace or temple. Then a cartoon looking monk appeared...saying 'You can't go up there yet!' What? okay that's weird - you look like Monkey Magic. Then I saw an image of the Laughing Budda...what was going on??!! I started laughing. (Nope no drugs!! Although pretty awesome natural high!) Then I think I was told that I am supposed to meet someone. (I must get the MP3 recording of the session as I can't remember most of the details) Archangel Michael with a message of something along the lines of trust and believing in 'us' more. Jeepers! I had been shown a lot of signs by Angels I chose not to believe. Who else am I going to meet? Nope - no more for now. Blimey!
This was all before I even got to my 'past life' which was actually quite dull in comparison! I went back to a time where I wasn't saying much! I was what I can only describe as a cave woman so dialogue was quite limited in this session! It was a weird feeling - as I WAS her. This woman in a cave and full on fire and looking after 2 kids. It turned out a bear had attacked us all and killed the children and I died later of bad injuries. But I had feelings of guilt that I could not save them I did not deserve to live. Blimey!... that sort of explained the guilt thing of being able to enjoy life. So we did a few things to sort that bit out and all was good.
I came round feeling a whole lot lighter for sure...jeepers! That was a lot to take in and digest. I took me awhile to get back down to earth. But I definitely did not feel LOST or Guilty anymore! Yay!
So what was the significance of Monkey Magic? I have no idea!
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